Dazzling headlights
And the noise of sirens sounding,
Alone here I dwell
Within my apartment,
Remembering all the love that we shared
Thinking back on how much we cared,
And now it’s all gone,
Our love is all done,
And my heart really aches
And I am suffering the heartbreak,
Alone here I sit in the darkness
I feel so very sad,
I can’t believe I’ve lost
The best thing I’ve ever had,
And now it’s all gone,
Our love is all done,
And my heart really aches
And I am suffering the heartbreak,
I don’t know if I can love again
In the intense way that we loved everyday,
So I sit here alone in my apartment,
Remembering what we had
Filled with a heart full of pain.
It sounds like a man I once new. One I’d spoken with and said I do. A man who I loved unconditionally a man I seen not 10 yrs with but 60. To remember those days I hold on tightly too. O how did this happen, o how I still dream of thee the one I loved who forsaken me. Through sickness and health death do us part, was he truly my azrael o how did this start. It’s been a journey one I’ve walked a lone.. to think the one I speak of left me out in the cold. Broken I wept where only the dead could hear how I begged him for mercy and wished he was here. To have that life back seems like a dream. A dream a dream how could it be how did this happen, how ylcould he breath knowing the one he loved he left die in the streets.
But by the glory of god n the things I had seen he granted me my wings and taught me how to sing. He gave me back life but a life with strings. If you were him I’d ask him to leave. Leave his apt and come back to me. But once again it’s only a dream n I’ve begged many times please please please
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Beautiful, I can feel, the loss, sadness and pain. Yet you are strong. Thanks very much for reading and appreciating my friend 💕🙏 Faux
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