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  • Life of job

    Oh how life tests me so Leaves me feeling much like Job Each time I fight and get back up I am knocked down again and it’s not bad luck It’s a test I am sure in my faith Of love and positivity and grace To see if I can carry on A test to…

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  • Beat me abuse me use me control me As long as you love me Doing anything to me I submit to your power I submit to your command I submit myself wholly I await your demands I am lost without you Incomplete and I flounder Without you there’s no life Without you nothings right Without…

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  • Tired

    Sometimes I find myself tired Tired of life Of stress Of love Of trying so hard Of failing Of succeeding Of crying Of laughing Of bleeding Of finding a way Of finding solutions Of finding dead ends Of silence Of singing Of simply just being Of happiness Of sadness Of sanity Of madness Of existing…

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  • Share

    Let us share the same love The same breath The same passion The same desire The same rise and fall The same peak and cry The same moans of pleasure As we share each other in the dark night Let us be consumed by all that is forever

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  • Illusory self

    Look at me I am clean Hair is styled See me preen Clothes are sharp Teeth are clean Shining white Always smiling. I work out Muscular me Fitter than I’ve ever been. Look at my tan I’ve eyes so deep Like limpet pools In them you can leap. I am packing where it truly counts…

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  • Medicated

    I’ve been missing my medication Of thyroxine for over a week I wonder if it really matters What difference it can make Does it control the functions of my body or my mind And if I stop taking the tablets Will I no longer be defined As just another illness Under active thyroid gland Can…

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  • You paralysed me

    I felt you within my presence I felt you in the room I heard you walking round the bed But I was unable to move I sensed that you were not of this world You were ethereal, a spirit of some kind I also knew this was not a trick or illusion of the mind.…

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  • Nervous breakdown

    Close to a breakdown The walls are closing in The pressure in my head Is ever increasing Surrounded by drama And toxicity None of this of my making But others incapability To live their life in a measured way Messing it up every day Then coming to me laying it at my door There is…

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  • Seekers

    A walk through life Is a walk through illusion A construct of mind Borderline delusion Every thing that we see From our conscious reality Is a product of our life we decided to be. Residing in self residing in bliss We can savour life’s wonders That normally we’d miss But being centered in love And…

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  • Miraculous

    When you consider how amazing and miraculous it is that the earth and in fact that the entire universe actually exists and despite so many attempts defies explanation as to how it’s existence came about and is even possible you then have to ask how ridiculously egotistical and lacking in true intelligence we are to…

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