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I am sorry….

I am sorry

Do you misunderstand my story

Do you think your perception of me makes me worry

Did you misunderstand and take my kindness as weakness

Did you think you could consign me to the bleakness

Of self doubt and self loathing

And did you think me weak

Did you take the words of love and peace

Of which I always speak

As a chin in my armour and that I am easily silenced

Do you believe that because I oppose all violence

That somehow some way that makes me a soft target

I will show you my strength so that you wish you had not started

I was going about my life happily enough

Sharing words of light and love

Talking about environmental issues and truth

While watching the moon and stars sitting on the roof

Gazing at the universe looking for the proof

That would show that we are energy beings

And that is the truth

In my conscious reality

And striving for impeccable words

I try to tune into the frequencies that many have never heard

The frequency of the cosmic symphony

That lifts us up to transcendancy

Now if this offends you in any way

That’s a problem you created within your own tale

See we are all authors of our own stories

I am to write mine based on spiritual glory

If you wish to waste your time of fruitless deeds

Like attacking and trying to start a fight against me

Well I am sorry to dis appoint you but I won’t rise to that

I don’t want your toxicity you can have that back

And go back to your vicious little habitat

Because I won’t change or go away because of you

Because there issue nothing in which you portray me as resonates as truth

And those who know me will back up this fact

And you’ll end up on the wrong end of this aftermath

Of waging a campaign to silence me

You cannot cage a spirit that is wild and free

So you can never hope to end me

Because I am rooted in my love and in my passionate self belief.


Judgement occurs in a weak and mind

Judgement is best seen as ego defined

Thinking you are good enough to perceive and judge

Judgement is a trait that is Devoid of love

Judgement is for those who are ignorant

Judgement is the highest for of arrogance.

My love

My love of this earth and of the environment

Is far greater than my love of material possessions

My love for all people is far greater

Than a need for popularity and fame

My love for myself raises my above

Those who wish to damage me

My life is love light and kindness

And so haters cannot have an effect on me.

I come from hardship so others cannot hurt me

I speak no harsh or bad words of anyone

For this will darken my soul

And put a blot on my heart.

I see no joy in hate or ridicule

I seek merely to grow and develop kindness

In a world that has lost it’s way.

So much intolerance and xenophobic rantings

So much lack of understanding of self

And how we are energy created from love

And yet somehow we fall into darkness

And become materialistic zombies

Who crave a consumer life to show their worth.

I see my own worth

I have learnt self love

I practice a still mind and a kind heatt

I eliminate toxicity from my life

In favour of positivity and light

And though others scoff and mock me

All those others seek to beamish me

Out of envy and jealousy

I rise above this for I am better than their games

I am stronger than these conforming sheep will ever be

For I am existential

For I am unique

For I am my own authority

Which is why I am free

And they are bound in the bondage

Of a repressed life bestowed on them by society.

My words and my life is one of inspiring others

It is about selfless acts of kindness

And of compassion and I will not change for others

And I will not let others defile my name or works

To the point that I crumble

It will only make me stronger

It will only make me more determined

To ensure my legacy lives on long after I have gone

And they have diminished into the darkened shadows of negativity.

Beautiful dreamlike places

Tree lined avenues of life

We walk through within our minds

Leading us to beauty and to love

We know what the things that we may find

Seeing others dancing under pergolas of summer rhyme

As Wisteria and Honeysuckle climbs

And Clematis and Russian Vine runs wild

And solitude resonates soundlessly divine

And every aspect of our being spreads its wings and flies away

Into a wide open tranquil blue cloudless space

Where we leave behind an ethereal trace

Of filigree and incandescent vapour

We will be gone today but we will be back later

In this world of love and light where we dream of other places

Similar to this where we can rest.

Shared loving

I need your warmth

To feel your skin against mine

I need to feel your breathe

And look deep into your eyes

And we we fall and rise

In the middle of the night

I need to share caresses

I need to share deep kisses

I need to hear you moan with desire

Make your body burn like fire

I need to feel our bodies combined

And feel the melding of our minds

I need to feel this love embrace

As through tender love

We lay our bodies to sensual waste

And then bask in the glowing heat of love shared by you and me.

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Difference in authority is simple,

State controlled authority witches you to surrender your freedom

Surrender your creativity and be like everyone else

Being your own authority is to be free thinking, creative and unique

Standing out from everybody else.

Are you a sheep being herded or are you a bird flying free?


Superficial projects the external

Deep understanding resonates from within

Being controlled is seen by the rules your following

Be existential is making them up as you go along

Free your spirit, use your own mind

Breakout from your domiciled design

And be free from the mundanity

And don’t be afraid to be called crazy.

To hard to love

She craved a love he could not give

He was too hard not sensitive

To what she needed and it was not his fault

He had been bred this way by society by default

And he wanted so much to love her

In they way she needed

She was beauty and angelic

And his heart was bleeding

And though he fought against the shackles

His nurtured ways just brought him back

To the hard insensitive man,

That he was taught was the only way to be

And despite how he tried he just could not brekfree

From his domesticated and conditioned beliefs.

I can fly, I can dream, it’s up to me

Emerging from the beauty of creation

Bathed in a sea of incandescent light

Rising up in a plethora of energy

Designed to spread kindness as well as love throughout this life

Walking through a verdant green countryside

Surrounded by all the amazing species of this life

Singing a song of wonder backed by a symphony

A truly magical sunset behind me

Show the magi that is life and the beauty of creation

Shows the miracle that is earth and our very existence

We are born from love and should love that way

And take with us kindness and compassion along the way

As a rainbow arches overhead

I wonder when this amazing moment will end

Then I realise this was created in my own head

And I can this going from now until my days have ended

Viewing the world in wonderment

Positive images and magnificent thoughts

Creating a utopia I have sought all my life

And now I know it was always here. I just needed to open my eyes

I just needed to cleanse and open my mind

And this life could be realised

Living a life on frequency high

Floating on wings of love in bedazzeling sunset sky

I can fly, I can dream, it’s up to me.