The cost was my soul

In vulnerability I have been

Worn masks and been masquerading

Hiding behind my inevitable self

Torturing my own mental health

Refusing to look within and see what’s inside

Very much easier to act and hide

Differently from my own authentic self

Ignoring my creative and imaginative wealth

So while hiding in dim lit shadowy halls

I missed out on the limelight illuminating all

A fractured life of suffering and endurement

Skewed from the happiness and the enjoyment

I could have delighted in if had not

Cuckolded myself to domesticated programming

And I wonder now if I had questioned at all

Whether my life would have soared or in fact stalled

A hyphetical question as it stands right now

I never understood quite why and how

I allowed myself from birth to be so corrupted and controlled

It cost me my heart, my light and my soul.

Published by fauxcroft

spiritually aware and compassionate. Experiencing being human through my conscious reality in an illusory world.

4 thoughts on “The cost was my soul

  1. The ‘was’ is not ‘Now’. The ‘Now’ is really the only time to realize the soul. From ‘this’ Moment your soul is Present regardless of what happened. Know ‘this’ from your unguarded heart. The unprotected heart is ‘real’ in that illusion no longer has you. Peace always

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