Can you hear your heartbeat
Like I can mine,
Do you fear it may stop
Any moment anytime,
Trapped in the fear of feeling
Any moment could be my last,
This then makes my heartbeat
Race so very fast,
It leaves me fearing living
It leaves me fearing death,
Leaves me scared that every single breath,
Could be the last one I ever take
Life I know is one that we create,
So why am I creating a life in a fearful way
Then life begins to be a pain,
So then it seems easier to take my own life each day
Put an end to all the fear and what awaits,
The certainty of knowing every day
That death is only ever one step away.
This is an attempt to understand those who suffer suicidal tendencies. Such a difficult mental health issue to comprehend unless you’re there living it. My heart goes out to all those suffering from this.
fauxcroft 
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