My love is so intensive because of how much I care
Scintillating your being everywhere
Tingling your spine from head to toe
I would take you to heaven in passionate throes.
My love is so intensive because of how much I care
Scintillating your being everywhere
Tingling your spine from head to toe
I would take you to heaven in passionate throes.
If that is how it works, then I’m getting one hell of a spanking right now. I am screaming for help, and it’s only getting worse. I’m crumbling. I was a mountain, now I feel like pebbles. When I stand tall, I feel so much. Then I crumble.
Thank you. Based on your words, I came back to the first time I felt real love. I will hold that, and I will let that help me find my path. I’ve only ever loved narcissistic love. Jamie loved me entirely. I’ve been missing him/thinking of him lately. It gives me good hope, good feelings, reminds me ofthe good love. Thank you. Good love is new to me. I’m scared of it, it drive s me nuts. But Jamie helped me feel good love, so maybe that can help guide me to create the good love. The unselfish love. Thank you fauxcroft. You changed so much for me today. If I focus on good love, I can teach good love, I feel good love. I just keep forgetting how to do the right love. There’s two – narcisstic (what I was taught) genuine – what Ihavetaught myself…But when it feels like everything hurts, focusing on good lovewill help me. Such a simple silly connection 🙂 Oh thank you so much.
Remember without self love there can be no hope for loving others. Start and build up self and keep an open heart and good love will find its way to you, For you have an amazing soul.
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Is it still amazing? I feel like “how the mighty have fallen” I feel deep down that all of my wrongs are good, in a sense, because it takes away all of this nonsense, all of this pain. I’m just scared I’m hurting people with all of my hurt, but glad to finally break all of these dams hurting my heart. Healing the things I can, releasing the things I can’t. I do truly love myself. But the more I find that, the more I feel the pain I have held on to. I cry, I write, I talk, I do everything I can to get it gone.
Pain is part of the healing process we have to work through on our journey To awakening and enlightenment. We have to learn how to cope with it and transcend it and find positives from it. We then have to forgive ourselves if we hurt others while going through this.
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