Rabbit hole Afterlife

Chase the rabbit down the hole

Searching the dark where did it go

Clocks chime and echo around my head

I wonder where the rabbit the went.

I wander caves I did not know

But each one told a story so

The first a place of loathing and fear

That made me question all I hold dear

I quivered and shook in cold sweats

Stared at others wondering will they attack me next

Thought they were talking behind my back

Plotting an evil murderous act.

After what seemed a lifetime I worked my way out

Learnt self belief not self doubt

Learnt to understand fear is not real

And so for released I appealed.

Then onward I looked for the rabbit tracks

Then everything turned black

Followed by subtle red glowing lights

Showing all of the sexual desire

I thought this would appeal to me

But after constant sex and lust that could not be appeased

Just endless mingling of sweaty bodies

And bodily fluids flowing

Red raw sore, and so exhausted

Eviscerated within and soulless

I squirmed my way out of the throbbing

Sobbing pitiful mass and made an appeal at last

Saying morales and balanced desires is OK and burns passions fire

But excessive desire and too much lust

Will surely add up to being messed up

And loveless endless timeless fucks

Can easily get way to much.

I then tried to follow the rabbit once more

I stumbled on a cave of murder and danger running through its core

Souls constantly killing each other but then being revived to do it over.

Endless murder endless death and leaving each other breathless

I ran straight forward towards a light

Where the rabbit stood with fur so white

It stood looking at its watch

You spent many lifetimes in those caves

But now you have the chance to start again.

Be mindful of the thoughts that lead

You back down this hole and back to these caves

For they are places of lost souls who are

To linger here within eternal unlimited timeless depravity.

I learnt the lessons of that I said

They are etched and burnt into my brain

I will not be following you here again

White rabbit smiled and hoped away.

Then in a bright amazing life

I felt the warmth and divine delight

As I screamed and as I cried

I realised I was becoming a new born life.

I was being born again to try and teach

Better and exclaim

That the lessons in learned I held in good stead
But now they would be like me be put to the test.

I went down the rabbit hole

With no expectations
I went there with no soul at all

But now in delight came out with one from the rabbit

This place of peace and eternal rest

To once more face all life tests

And hope I pass hope I  achieve my best.

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7 thoughts on “Rabbit hole Afterlife

  1. Your writing is so descriptive…..unguarded.

    Is it weird that I feel like I’m getting to know you through your writing? 🙂

    Ignore me if I’m being weird. I have asperger’s. That is no excuse, merely an explanation as to my weirdness. heh!

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