When life gets too much

Dec 21, 2019

My feelings are jumbled

I cannot validate how I feel

I am like a maelstrom of confusion

No longer knowing what is wrong or right

No longer understanding anything at all

I feel I am a constant struggle

I seek the light, yet embrace the night

Yearn for companionship yet i enjoy the solitude

I crave more but I settle for less

I am a sinner but I want to be blessed

I am not perfect, I know I am flawed

Life impertinence doesn’t worry me at all

Yet the clock is ticking, what have I done

I never seek judgement but I want to know I am loved

Sometimes life just seems to get too much.

fauxcroft