NDE experience

I die for a while in my mind

But I come back every time,

Near death experience is something I am trying to find,

I am trying to find my parents there hoping they found peace,

Wanting to hear them speak to me

Because I need them some times just to help me,

In my dark times, they I know understand my suffering

They see they pain within me,

And so I need to what they have to say

I hope they are pleased I am getting by each day,

I hope they are proud of me

Though I am not perfect in any way,

But they see my flaws, yet I know they still love me,

A I seek their approval and I need to hear them sayi I am doing ok.