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Woken up in the night

By the sound of a toy,

Randomly playing

But I don’t get annoyed,

It made the sound of breathing

Which it doesn’t normally do,

And in between the breaths it chimes

Now that was actually new,

In the past it sang or counted

And it’s left me bemused,

It didn’t do that throughout the day

I think something is trying to get through,

Is something trying to attract my attention

Do they want me to know they are there,

I’ve lost so many people over time

But I am not scared of something being here,

I just wonder who it is because in life

I’ve lost a number of people,

And I wonder what they would like to say,

I am not who thinks or has ever thought this way,

I believe in the spirit and conscious mind

And that it survives after death,

But nothing has ever tried contacting me before

If in fact if this is what it actually is,

So I am at a loss and wonder now

What it wants or expects me to do,

A confirmation of life after death

Well that would be really amazing news,

Or am I just going off of my head.