There’s something missing

I always felt I had a guardian angel watching over me

But I wonder with the bad decisions and the mistakes I made,

Whether they one day just had enough and gave up on me

I know I am flawed, I know I am not perfect you see, not even close,

And I no longer feel the guardian angels presence

And that has been like a great loss to me,

But I understand and try to make amends as much as I can

Now there’s an empty place they filled I can’t deny,

Now I wonder if after being let down and giving up

If guardian angels like me in the end actually cry,

I hope to ask them and then I will apologize when I die,

If I get the chance to meet them on the other side.

4 responses to “There’s something missing”

  1. You’ve put into words a feeling I’ve had for a decade. Beautiful.

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    1. Thanks very much for reading this and I am glad it resonated with you my friend 🙏 Faux

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    1. Good to know others feel the same. Thanks very much for reading this and for understanding and for appreciating my friend 🙏 Faux

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