Frustrated

Have you ever invested so much in helping someone

and then they simply throw it back in your face,

that every thing you do for them was worthless,

because they were playing their own games,

that undermined all you did,

in trying to help them find their feet,

when you see that it was all a sham,

and they were using you and didn’t really give a damn.

Have you ever stood there and thought to yourself,

it was a waste of time and my health,

dealing with the stress and strain,

getting others on their feet again

and then you found out they were lying to you,

to your face and nothing they said was true,

have you ever had that feeling that what these people did,

truly disrespected you and left you feeling so devastated,

left you reeling with anger hard to be placated

but at the same time feeling so let down,

that you just want to cry,

feeling that they let you down,

because everything you did for them, in the end they defied,

everything they said to you was just a brutal lie,

and now there is no more you can do

except dwell on the way that these people used you

and  how that hurt.

 

10 responses to “Frustrated”

  1. sophiaalisaali avatar
    sophiaalisaali

    Yup I’ve certainly felt/ experienced it more than once, but it’s always a lesson learnt and makes you stronger😊 coincidentally I’ve just written a blog post about the philosophy of pain today, it might help you feel better about your situation? As I know situations like this totally suck but there’s always something good that comes of it, even if it’s hard to see at the moment 💕Like they say “what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger ” 💕 I hope you feel better soon 🙂

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    1. I learn to appreciate these situations as part of the duality of life. To fully appreciate good times we must so through bad ones. But I am grateful for your helpful comments. Yes life and suckling and weathering the storms definitely make us stronger. I shall certainly check your blog out.

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  2. Fallen Saint avatar
    Fallen Saint

    Many, many times! Beautiful all the same -Fallen

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  3. Acts of love and kindness are never wasted- even if it sometimes feels that way 🙂

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    1. MultidimensionalHE avatar
      MultidimensionalHE

      Thank you Kimberly Harding for you insightful words. You blessed me.

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  4. I really have felt that! More than twice, but even the smallest candle shines so bright in the middle of the night!

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    1. Absolutely. Keep the faith.

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  5. MultidimensionalHE avatar
    MultidimensionalHE

    Man I’ve been there before but there is always someone out there in the Universe to reflect the love back to you that you’ve given.

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    1. Yep just keep faith in guess 🙂

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