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I can’t cope,

I have lost hope,

It’s too much

I am best off out of it,

I have fought so hard

but never moved,

I am still stuck here

within this room,

unable ever to get out

despite the fact I scream,

Despite the fact I shout,

there is no one listening to me,

to busy using everything

I have to offer,

until I bleed,

I am stuck here frustrated,

can’t you see,

I need a break,

I need some help

it’s now effecting my mental health,

I need to see more shining light

and though I struggle

and although I fight,

everyday just seems like night,

I feel I am bound within chains

and though I wish that things would change,

I know they won’t without being brave

and diving deep into the waves

and maelstrom that is abandoned risk,

where people swim

or people sink,

teetering perched upon the brink

do I jump and hope it all works out,

or stand here forever in doubt

in false hope and deluded safety,

I don’t know and time is wasting.

I can’t cope,

I have lost hope,

It’s too much

I am best off out of it,

I have fought so hard

but never moved,

I am still stuck here

within this room,

unable ever to get out

despite the fact I scream,

Despite the fact I shout,

there is no one listening to me.

No no one ever takes notice of me!