I often wonder how it would feel to no longer suffer hardship
To no longer feel the suffering
To be free of the stresses of life
Would I feel free and exalted?
Or would I feel nothing, just empty.
I think I would feel appreciation and gratitude
I think I would feel empathy for those still going through this
But my love for life and everyone would not diminish
And I would fill the void with greater positivity and light
To share and shine on others
I am not attached to pain and suffering
But some pain I will hold onto for those lost
For its all I have left of them
That and memories.
I wonder and I dream one day of such freedom
And retain the forlorn hope of this manifesting
Yet this hope and dream seems so distant.