I didn’t want to lose you
But I couldn’t find find the words,
That would convince you to stay
I am just a flawed guy,
Who loves you in an awkward kind of way,
My heart aches when not here
And I feel a desperate sense of being alone,
I just want to tell you this
But you will not answer the phone,
You mean everything to me
You’re beautiful so stunning to see,
You are simply, the very air that I breathe
But I don’t say this to you and that’s on me,
Because I am worried it would sound to corny
And because of this, you chose to leave,
I couldn’t love you more
But you just never felt this,
And that is why I am flawed
I am sorry if you ever felt ignored,
I know just how I feel, I have trouble saying it,
And now I know that I’ve lost you
All because of this,
I didn’t want to lose you
But because of my flaws, I just did,
I didn’t want to lose you
But I guess now that’s the way I’ll have to live,
And it’s all on me, yes it’s all on me
And I am sorry.
fauxcroft 
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