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Sometimes I feel life’s essence

Flowing out of me freely,

And I wonder if I should be scared

I wonder if I should be worried,

It can leave me drained

It can leave me feeling weak,

And I wonder just what it can be

So I focus on my positive thoughts,

And I focus on my self healing

And my own self belief,

But it’s hard when you lose your energy

Motivation seems to have abandoned me,

Is this a test, or is it a natural decline

Am I now finally running out of time,

I just don’t know, it’s hard to say

So I lose myself in words of play,

And I hope I do not fade away

I still have so much to do and say,

But life so far has been so grey

I feel I must decide each day,

Something I can leave behind

To be remembered, to be loved,

That hopefully people may say

That he left his mark,

Not just for now, but for always

And he didn’t just fade away,

Never to be remembered or thought of again

Just in case I never pass this way the same.