Not proud of it

I don’t do that cheating shit

Did it before and now hate it,

Wouldn’t put people through that again

Inflicting such hurt and pain,

Lucky for me now I am in a better place

Grown up now and at a wiser age,

It doesn’t mean I am now a sage

Ripping families apart is a total outrage,

Think of the kind and how it effects them each day,

And baring my soul is not brave

I still feel the shame,

Even though I am a good place

Even though I guess I’ll never be trusted again,

And that’s of my own doing so what can I say,

I am just so fortunate now to be in a better place.

5 responses to “Not proud of it”

  1. This is a really courageous post. We are always evolving. Who we were yesterday doesn’t need to be who we are today. The hard part is leaving the regret and shame behind … but we owe it to ourselves to look to the future, and not the past.

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    1. Thanks very much for reading and understanding my friend 🙏 Faux

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  2. Opening yourself up and becoming vulnerable gives us such freedom, less heaviness and the burden of carrying our pain around. We all heal in our own time with each and every valuable lesson we learn. Shame, guilt and condemnation of self, are replaced with self-love, respect and forgiveness. Moving beyond this takes patience and time. The hard work you do will be worth it as you work towards becoming your authentic self!

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  3. Tabitha Little avatar
    Tabitha Little

    People change and we have to embrace it- staying in the past gets us no where in the future ❤️❤️

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  4. Anonymously Hal avatar
    Anonymously Hal

    Feeling you… ❤️

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