Destructive love

She hated herself for loving him

He was not the type to be loved,

Crass, brazen and unreliable

Not an ideal catch

But something within her could  not let go,

Made her love him through her self hate,

This was not how she envised her life

She did not think she would gravitate,

To someone who clearly was wrong for her

And she knew she would pay for it one day,

She hated herself for loving him

It was just that he was the drug that she craved

And like all drugs they are self destructive,

Breakdown people from within

She hated herself for loving him

And for knowing it would destroy her very being.

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