She hated herself for loving him
He was not the type to be loved,
Crass, brazen and unreliable
Not an ideal catch
But something within her could not let go,
Made her love him through her self hate,
This was not how she envised her life
She did not think she would gravitate,
To someone who clearly was wrong for her
And she knew she would pay for it one day,
She hated herself for loving him
It was just that he was the drug that she craved
And like all drugs they are self destructive,
Breakdown people from within
She hated herself for loving him
And for knowing it would destroy her very being.
fauxcroft 
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