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Dripping water

Dripping blood

Laying in this now cold bath

Life is ebbing slowly away

As the colour from me fades

To a sickly shade of whitish grey

I have longed for this moment

I have yearned for this numb pain

Dreaming of the light growing dim

And the end of my days

Signifying an end to all this suffering

I cannot see away through this

As my blood clots upon the floor

And in this blissful tranquil moment

Someone kicks opens the door

And says I am here to save you

So don’t worry you are quite safe now

It felt like an arrow through my heart

And as they left to ring for help

I slid under and drowned

Because it’s my life and I decide when and how

It ends I am determined it ends now.