Sometimes I sit and look at nature
See all of the colours and beauty
And wonder why life can be bleak
Why I sit and ponder release
This beauty of nature is the only thing at times
That keeps me clinging on to this life
This existence can be hard you see
When all you see is shattered dreams
Where you try changing your reality
By focusing on the positive things
Yet still the toxicity and negativity
Drags you back down onto your knees
I am a fighter and I will always try to stand
In the face of depression and will not be knocked out or down
Yet I am weary of this life
And battle weary and fatigued
Trying too my head above the water
That’s trying so hard to drown me
Trying so hard to always see natures beauty
This is the thing that always rescues me
Keeps me holding on and appreciating light and life
Convinces me that love is still in sight
So I spend as much time as I can seeing natures beauty
Dwelling in its present shutting all else out
It helps when it comes to holding on
Natures beauty is my survival song.
fauxcroft 
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