How is it that I think of you late at night
In this empty house from where you took flight,
How comes in the darkness my thoughts drift
Down into depths that I can’t lift,
Myself back up into the light
And memories they they make me choked and cry,
This house is no longer a home
It’s just a place that I dwell alone,
Since you been gone it’s just a temple of tears
It’s like a shrine full of fears,
What if I never love again?
What if I never heal from this pain?
And I know that you no longer care
You’ve got a new life and that’s so unfair,
You broke me and you broke our home
And you turned my heart to cold hard stone,
And now I sit here contemplating this
Sad over all the things I’ll miss,
Your laughter and your beautiful smile
Everything about you drove me wild,
And now you’re with somebody else
I find myself placed upon the shelf,
And it hurts and it feels so unreal
I feel punched in the stomach and winded that’s how it feels,
I am gasping for breath with no release
I can’t still my mind or find any peace,
Now I am sitting in this house of pain
In the dark of night, will I make it to the day,
Or will this night see the end of me
I can’t hold, I can’t breathe,
If I end all now surely I will be free.
Ooh! That is a dark ending. But on my friend, there’s something so good about your writing style. It’s simple, rhythmic, and strangely upbeat. I’m absolutely a fan!
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