The dark thoughts come at night, mostly

How is it that I think of you late at night

In this empty house from where you took flight,

How comes in the darkness my thoughts drift

Down into depths that I can’t lift,

Myself back up into the light

And memories they they make me choked and cry,

This house is no longer a home

It’s just a place that I dwell alone,

Since you been gone it’s just a temple of tears

It’s like a shrine full of fears,

What if I never love again?

What if I never heal from this pain?

And I know that you no longer care

You’ve got a new life and that’s so unfair,

You broke me and you broke our home

And you turned my heart to cold hard stone,

And now I sit here contemplating this

Sad over all the things I’ll miss,

Your laughter and your beautiful smile

Everything about you drove me wild,

And now you’re with somebody else

I find myself placed upon the shelf,

And it hurts and it feels so unreal

I feel punched in the stomach and winded that’s how it feels,

I am gasping for breath with no release

I can’t still my mind or find any peace,

Now I am sitting in this house of pain

In the dark of night, will I make it to the day,

Or will this night see the end of me

I can’t hold, I can’t breathe,

If I end all now surely I will be free.

Published by fauxcroft

spiritually aware and compassionate. Experiencing being human through my conscious reality in an illusory world.

One thought on “The dark thoughts come at night, mostly

  1. Ooh! That is a dark ending. But on my friend, there’s something so good about your writing style. It’s simple, rhythmic, and strangely upbeat. I’m absolutely a fan!

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