fauxcroft

Close to a breakdown
The walls are closing in
The pressure in my head
Is ever increasing
Surrounded by drama
And toxicity
None of this of my making
But others incapability
To live their life in a measured way
Messing it up every day
Then coming to me laying it at my door
There is too much of this
And I can’t take it anymore.
All I need is peace and sleep
All I need is some time for me
All I need is for people to take responsibility
For the life that they lead and the choices they make.
Yes I know that their family and it’s my job to care
And yes they know this
And know I will always be there
But they take advantage because of this fact
And make out that somehow I overreact.
But the the truth is if they mess up time and again
When do you draw the line
And stop taking on their pain
And the stress that comes with it
I think they are being unfair
But they don’t even see it and doubt that they care.
So as the walls close in
and the pressure increases
Don’t be surprised when i implode
And fall to pieces
From the drama and chaos you bring into my life.
Just because you are always to blind
To see the right choices and directions you should take
Take responsibility for all your mistakes
Take accountability for the life that you lead
And please just for a change stop running back to me
To clear up your mess of your own making
Because you will be my undoing
And my final breaking.
I can’t take no more!
I can’t take no more!
Please for the love of God make it stop for I can’t take no more!